Today is 6 days past our 5 day transfer and I'm fighting the urge to take a home pregnancy test. My beta pregnancy test is on Tuesday and although Id like to be beaming with positivity, I just have this feeling it will be negative. I'm sort of preparing myself for it so I'm not entirely devastated.

It's 8 AM and we are eating breakfast in midtown. There's an adorable two year old running around and a little boy in his pajamas rolled out of bed for breakfast.  They are so cute. Something so simple and normal to these families looks but a dream to me. How I hope that will be Stephan and I very soon.  I want a family.

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